yah kalau sudah sedih toh mau gimana

memang

sialan.

yah.

karena kekampretan sejatinya adalah penyakit.

you could just do it now.

you know what? fuck you.

yes indeed i could do it just now

but not when the thing that brought you happiness has a potential to bring you down instead

im dying. and in order to reborn i need to die first.

and i cant die now

for so many fucking reasons, mainly people.

just.

fuck everything.

stream of words

so hey. it's me again.

what did you want to really do anyway.

the darkness that envelopes everything you do

like what did you want to do when they weren't around

a single jingle bells

just a place to escape, maybe?

candles and apples? a crime of uncanny unimportance?

thus everything bleeds.

you always been like this.

blue needs to push you whether it's apart or not.

substantially, it needs a reform.

yet it doesn't.

clash of thoughts, perhaps?

let's just die, right?

so once again, pikachu. should i choose you or what.